I can only blame myself. For going way overboard, for losing myself. For losing you.
I guess this time there really isn’t any hope left after I mess it up all so badly. I’m sorry but it’s too late now.
All that I could really hope for now is for you at the very least, forgive and forget and let the hatred all go. For the things we once had and shared together happily and wonderfully. May that be the very memory that shall kept.
Time to time I still do ransack the stuffs we xchanged. Looking back, it hurts. But it’s also the only thing left that’s keeping me going.
I’ll never forget ;)